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Wednesday, 2 March 2016 • 01:58 • 0 comments
hello march,
there goes 3 months of summer holidays,
it was really great,
having to see him whenever i want,
having to hug him whenever i want,
having to kiss him whenever i want,
it was good.
really good.
so we went hong kong for 4 days,
first time going abroad together.
it's been a really long time since i have someone with me on an airplane,
someone to lean on when i fall asleep.
he's really really good,
he may not be from a rich family,
but he do care, take care and give me everything he has.
that's really enough.
i don't need much, really.
unlike a lot of girls,
i really want my own career,
at the same time,
i want him to have the ability to take care of himself.
that's it.
he's enough for me.
but here we go, another four months.
second year isn't gonna be any easy at all,
even the first week.
i want to earn so that i can go back every holiday i have,
but subjects this semester is gonna make me so so so stress,
have to really put a lot of effort in all of them.
that sucks, really.
but, nothing is gonna come easy.
it's a good uni.
holidays is gonna come in less than a month time,
that's crazy.
I'm heading to melbourne this easter,
to see another beautiful place.
can't wait.
and then it will be exams and exams and then final exams.
and then home.
take care, love.
 roses
Sunday, 1 November 2015 • 23:13 • 0 comments
Hi,
it's second day of November.
Last week was hectic,
last week of tutorials and uni.
robot project ended up fine,
was so crazily exhausted,
mentally and physically.
we got 71/100.
which was so fucking awesome with only 3 persons working for the project.
instead of 6.
then, went to work the following day.
had a close look on all the handbags and wallets,
i was doing the unpacking duties for one of the store opening.
It wasn't a difficult job but i was too exhausted from the previous day, that's why.
because of the OT extra hour i managed to earn $24 more :D
our shop at QVB was supposed to be open at september and it's delayed now until 18/11
which is after my finals wtf.
No idea how to tell my manager i wanna go back for a long summer holiday.
hope everything will work out fine tho :)
okay, back to idiotness for studies.
Hope this sem will be better than the previous ones.
love,
Carey.
Random
Saturday, 10 October 2015 • 05:52 • 0 comments
well,
it's been a while since i wrote something.
like always how's life?
i've moved in a new unit since this semester,
with a cute chinese friend.
yea, she's rich, like really rich.
But she's too cute and different from typical ones :)
like this place actually, a lot.
Because it's just 10 mins bus to uni and 15 mins bus to city.
it's like the last few weeks for this sem,
i really wanna get better grades, like seriously.
for exchange.
2015 is really going too fast.
can't even believe its already October,
it's been 10 months with him.
2 months together, 4 months LDR, 1 month together and then now 3rd month with the distance.
he's different, i know, yes.
the way someone holds your hand, hugs you, kisses you.
you'll know.
you know how funny it is when he came for sleepover at my place and we ended up playing congkak and reversi.
that's pretty funny.
glad that dad is supportive.
and likes him (?)
that feeling when someone is waiting you at the arrival hall is the best feeling ever.
been travelling for so many times, and always there isn't anyone there.
how great when someone is there waiting.
thank you baby.
can't wait to get back soon.
anyways, i've wasted a lot on living expenses and i can't see how other parents are supporting their children.
they must be earning so much.
gonna start working end of this month which is before my finals, my god.
and i wanna go home, finger crossed for holidays.
God please just be with me and tell me what to do.
it's really frustrated when you've gotten tickets to go back but you just can't.
plus, my sister is heading to melb for studies,
which means double expenses,
never realised that melb is this expensive tho, almost same as where i'm living now.
really can't imagine how other parents support their children when they have to pay so much for fees plus living expenses.
i'm not even kidding.
so many things i wanna do when i get home, i mean my home in kl.
i need food,
homecook ones from popo,
and so many yummy food that i couldn't even imagine.
God save me from missing food.
i gain so much when i was in KL, like the previous time i get back.
5kg in 2 weeeks is crazy.
luckily i lose them here cause i always cook myself.
hope to lose more, less fat i mean.
for him.
heading to HK next year before coming back syd for studies,
with him to meet my mom.
like the first time.
it was suppose to be a japan 'honeymoon'.
God, i'm so lucky for him.
HK trip is now a visiting relatives trip.
and food trip like all the other trips we had.
*you can't imagine how much we eat in a day.
is it really important to have a degree in your life?
he doesn't have, and it does matter to my mom.
i don't actually see a purpose of it.
for real.
maybe just too tired of studying for studying.
i love study and gaining knowledge,
but when life just kicks you and gives you a bad result.
i know it's hard, but try okay.
it will be okay.
after staying with my housemate for these long,
i knew of so many things,
license can be bought,
certificates can be bought,
visa can be bought,
with one condition.
wealth.
i didn't imagine here was such a place until she told me about how chinese buy all of these.
it's pretty ridiculous.
yea.
there was a kidnap thing in kl yesterday,
and the parents was threaten with 300kRM,
and they paid cash,
wow.
cool.
cash my god.
luckily the child was saved and money was given back.
what is wrong with society now.
but there's still good people. :)
okay goodbye for now.
xoxo.
Autumn
Monday, 16 March 2015 • 23:10 • 0 comments
hey, its the third week already.
I've been skipping tuesday lecture for the third week already.
I hate the materials class, really not good in CHEM. :(
and my computing class. i really don't know why i choose them.
luckily its just elective classes.
it's been cold.
Colder than what I imagine.
I hope that you were here.
we caught in a fight few days ago.
like a serious argument.
how good if we were rich, or from a rich family.
Life isn't always perfect, i know.
we are not perfect too.
but, we can always have fate in God.
He has the best plan for us.
:)
i get overly attached all the time, in all the relationships.
well, I'm the loyal one.
ALL THE TIME.
so we've moved into this granny flat,
big and expensive.
it takes one hour to get to uni,
and i always can't make it to the 9am class.
ALWAYS.
because the 8.28am bus is always full.
i rather take the next one than to queue for the crazy line to uni.
It was crazy, like serious. the whole park over hundreds of people.
I am grateful to have friends here,
at least i have them.
i miss a lot of people back home,
him, family, friends that can yumcha at late night.
well, thats what we say new life.
xoxo, love.
Ages
Thursday, 19 February 2015 • 07:35 • 0 comments
Hi there.
Its been forever.
I've been working for the past year.
travelled to TAIWAN KOREA AUSTRALIA SINGAPORE TAIWAN.
with my hard earned money.
I could've gotten my dream bag.
But
Its Chinese New Year the first day.
I don't feel anything this year. especially this time.
Leaving next week,
haven't start packing, packing and packing.
Haven't even got an apartment.
Haven't really think about
So is CIVIL my way (?)
I don't know.
A lot of question marks here and there.
I really don't know.
Maybe yes maybe no.
Nobody knows what is going to happen tomorrow.
I'm so grateful for having a supportive parents.
Daddy didn't really asked what I wanna do for my life,
I know he worries but I know that he have faith. FAITH
Mummy was supporting all the way.
NO MATTER WHAT.
I know that they could be millionaire if it wasn't for us.
God is always always there.
Everything just seems to go to the right way.
AT THE RIGHT TIME.
sometimes we just got to wait;
xoxo, talk next time.
LOVE
Sunday, 16 February 2014 • 03:44 • 0 comments
valentines just passed,
all I remember is you.
because i have no idea where you are.
MY LOVE IS YOU GUYS,
YOU YOU AND YOU.
SO PENANG TRIP WAS SOOOOO FUN,
missing samantha of course.
but she's studying already! all the best :)
last lunch with them before leaving,
 
can you see my sunburn LOL!
FINALLY GET TO VISIT ALL THE MURAL ARTS!
yay happy kid.
                           
got some took at the previous trip.
PENANG FOOD :)
 
yes, we went daorae for the last lunch in penang, YUMMY.
we plan to go to a restaurant name living room cafe,
but it was closed on wednesday *SOB
  
but the curry in this place is nice, just next to the cafe we plan to go HAHAHAHAH
           
see how happy I am with my nails HAHAHAHAH!
 
I'll just let the photos talk,
THIS IS BEFORE SLEEP,  THIS IS MORNING FACE,  HAHAHAHAHHAHA can you see how mini my eyes are! This is what we do at the beach   behind the scene. 
what we do when we check in a hotel HAHAHAHHA!
iloveyouguys so much,
thanks for this wonderful trip mel :)
i know we will have lot and lots of trips in the future.
good luck to the girl that's going to sydney for further studies!
see you all soon.
xoxo,
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